Got a call last night from an old friend’s wife
Said I hate to bother you
Johnny Ray fell off the wagon
He’s been gone all afternoon
I know my buddy so I drove to
Skully’s
And found him at the bar
I say hey man, what’s going on
He said I don’t know where to start
Sarah’s old car’s about to fall apart
And the washer quit last week
We had to put momma in the nursing home
And the baby’s cutting teeth
I
didn’t get much work this week
And I got bills to pay
I said I know this
ain’t what you wanna hear
But it’s what I’m gonna say
(Chorus)Sounds like life to me it
ain’t no fantasy
It’s just a common case of everyday reality
Man I know it’s tough but you gotta suck it up
To hear you talk you’re caught up in some tragedy
It sounds like life to me
Well his face turned red and he shook his head
He said you don’t understand
Three kids and a wife depend on me
And I’m just one man
To top it off I just found out
That Sarah’s 2 months late
I said hey bartender set us up a round
We need to celebrate
(Chorus)Sounds like life to me plain old destiny
Yeah the only thing for certain is uncertainty
You gotta hold on tight just enjoy the ride
Get used to all this unpredictability
Sounds like life
Man I know its tough but you gotta suck it up
To hear you talk you’re caught up in some tragedy
Sounds like life to me
Sounds like life
::
RMW+
DWC=LOVE::
We're doing good. Hard
sometimes during the week due to not seeing each other but it could be so much horrible, because at least we have the weekends together and we can talk to him at any point I want. I understand I am so blessed because at least he's not overseas like some of my friends other halves. Last weekend we went to one of his best friend's birthday parties. Normally I really wouldn't worry about our
relationship and the status of it, but on the way home last Saturday he started mentioning the possible what
if's. Usually I would have thought nothing about this but I knew where this all
stemmed from. His best friend and him almost dated. I love Samantha as if she's my sister, but in the looks department we're total opposite. Her heaviest weight up until recently (only due to pregnancy) was 125 lbs, I can't remember when I weighed that. I'm probably two of her. She's big boobed and I'm mostly average in that department cause of my weight. She can wake up and be pretty without trying. I of course have spend an hour or so in the bathroom to get that
appearance. Well he
proceeded to tell me that if anything were to ever happen between me and him and Samantha and Matthew didn't work out he'd take her in, but quickly added it wouldn't be anything like that. Mind you I know he only said that to help my feelings at this point. I have no idea why this hurt me so bad but I felt like he's just stomped all over my chest. Well I mentioned that his best friend dated her first and asked if guys didn't have a best friend rule. He said that he didn't think Jamie would care so he'd still go for it. So I asked what he'd think/feel if Jamie and me were to start dating if something goes wrong between me and him(Dustin), he said he'd be upset but he'd just get over it. Well maybe cause I'm a girl, I understand that the best friend rule. If anything were to ever happen between the two of us, I wouldn't go to any of is friends in hopes of a relationship. Are guys and girls really that different?
::Robin Carson?::
While at the party the marriage subject came up. We always shy away from that subject because it makes him so uneasy. He's only 19 years old and I can understand not rushing into that. I'm 21 and this is the first
relationship I've been in for more than a year and not got an engagement ring. I think I respect him more for not rushing to the store to get a ring. But Samantha and Jessi both got rings last week so of course that was a very hot topic. I'm more than happy with knowing he's my one for life, but I also want him to be ready for that big commitment. Granted I've already got
alot of the wedding planned but if it takes 5-10 years... well 10 is a far stretch but 5 years, yes I'll wait. I'm not really trying to rush him down the aisle or anything. Do I ever get jealous when I hear/see all of my friends beating me to the alter? Yeah but I know that with due time everything will fall into place like it's suppose to.
::Money, Money, Money::
Still on the prowl for a job =\. Feel like it's never going to happen. I'm hoping more sooner than later that I'll figure
something out. Application after application seem to get more and more discouraged
everytime I put one in. I seem to have put one in at every possible place... bars, hospitals,
doctors offices, stores, gas stations, clubs,
restaurants.... every place possible
