Scatterbrained

so i'm actually having quiet time this week and i'm not quite sure if that's a good or bad thing due to now i'm so confused about me and what i want in life etc. At 21 i thought i would have all of this planned and working on creating it and making it happen... where'd I go wrong with that?! still not positive about my career choice, i'm not sure about the future as far as family goes.. i'm just not sure and that shocks me as well as aggravates me. I wanna know what i want in life. i want to be certain that i'm making somewhat of the right decisions some sense of direction. i guess in due time i'll have it all figured out but... really wish it was right now =\